The List...Or Maybe Not

I don't have anything cute or funny or witty to share today.

I'm completely emotionally exhausted by this process, in which nothing is certain.  In which every high of celebration is followed immediately by the low blow of more possible bad news.  It is just...impossible to describe.

Today we received information that the List may OR MAY NOT be posted tomorrow.  Sometime next week perhaps, or perhaps not.  Also, with this whole process of new laws and lists, the country is changing the name of the agency that handles adoptions and thus there will be another "transition."  This could affect us, or not.  We could have to do a ton of paperwork over with the new agency name, or not.

No one knows, and it's more "wait and see" for us.

And that is really all I can bring myself to say right now.